The most cynical episode of my life..

*Indian:Malaysian Indian
*Malay: Malaysian Malay
Ok...before you read on...this blog is about what has happened in Malaysia past few weeks..soo if ur a stout indian or malay...dun read...save yourselves the misery..

But for the people who rather have sense prevail..feel free to flicker along..
First off, I am Indian. I am actually very proud to be one.
Was i surprised of what happened Nov 25th?.No chance in hell.
Do I think it will change anything? I am not sure.
What surprises me the finger pointing between both parties and in the bigger picture both religions..
Yes, sadly to say- it has become a matter of Muslims vs Hindus in the cyber world and apparently in the streets as well..

Look, maybe I support the rally, maybe I dont..but Indians have to realize that the timing was absolutely wrong. This should have been done in the 1960s..this should have been done when the NEP was implemented. I saw footages of the rally on the net and I was not surprised.

The Indians, please realize this, no matter what indifference you are faced with, if you want to demonstrate, this is the tools you need.. educate yourself to a high level, work your socks off, make a name for yourself, dont be an alcoholic, dont be a thug, dont be like a gangster..only then your demonstrations will make a big difference.Till then , I am sorry to say you are running a lost course. Get your names off the front news for murders and rapes and accidents and scams..Then you can show your intent. I do wish all the indians the best and I have encouraged as many indians as I could to participate in life-enhancing academics because lets face it we are only 7%. That should not stop us, infact that should the tickets to easier access, soo please put a bigger effort in self-realization first.

Now, the Malays, look..lets face it..racial discrimination does take place in Malaysia..We all know the Bumiputeras gets the "benefits" as opposed to the chinese or the indians..of all the sensible malays i have talked to, they agree and they say that its true. Now if you dont agree, please stop reading because you are either blind or just insensitive or you want all things to come your way. The first step to realizing it to admit this "problem". Think about it, is it really that hard to be fair to all?Is it?Really?

I read comments in youtube saying stuff like its MALAY-sia..yes..it is Malaysia..but whoever wrote that blog clearly doesnt understand the referandum and constitution of our country. The only reason why MALAYA was there because of the British naming system.

Them some of them brought up about Muslims were the one who ruled this land at first..now this really bugged me and I simply replied that the first Kingdom to rule the Peninsula was in fact Parameshwara from Palembang and he was Hindu..and that technically the war with Indonesia in the 1960s was in fact a waste of time because the Malay indigenous were actually from Indonesia after that there were no replies from them anymore.

Then there were some who brought about how the Agongs are Sultans are Malays and Muslims.Again history. The Agongs and Sultans are not powerful enough to dissolve a race, they are capable of dissolving a government. The term Sultans were first recognized in India by the way!

The best part of all is how the politicians are playing this around.
First off, I dont like how the governing parties are handling it.
Secondly. the oppositions are just chewing on it as bait for the general elections.

Two things can happen:1. Full scale racial riots which will just destroy Malaysia
2. A change in political hands in the general elections.

I have been a registered voter for 2 years now and I have not voted and I will not vote for a time to come. I dont believe in politics, I believe in fairness and togetherness. I love my country, I will always love it. This is where I was born, this is with whom I spent my childhood with. Some of my closest friends are Malays. So please for the sake of all Malaysians abroad, work this out. I dont wish to see my country crumble after 50 years of economic climbing.

The mood of thinking,

The patience is thinning,
The frustration thickening,
While you stay simmering,
I lay here wearing,
I wonder of your seeking,
Maybe I am not of your keeping,
Everyday somehow I am sinking,
While my thoughts are already drowning,
Every minute is like a new updating,
Because right now nothing is in writing,
I hope I see you in a mood of tickling,
Sooner or later I may be soothing,
The taste of a bitter lashing.

The end.

The past memories...

18th October...let me make this clear to everyone...i only blog when there is sumthin significant in my life...soo lets jsut say its quite mundane rite now...infact i am full of downs rite...i am not sure writing this blog is a good thing...

The only good thing i guess shud be the 2 editorials and my tutorials...second one sounds bad eh?..

Anyway...past few days all i have been doing is reminiscing the past few years of mine...starting since when i arrived in singapore till this second...

They have been certain good parts offcourse...and bad ones...

I just wonder how people change over time while I stay the same...personally that is!

I always been the idiotic character since ages!!...but I cant accept that people closest to me have changed to become just worried about themselves....

It surely doesnt make sense that you have known me this whole time and yet you can get pissed for the smallest thing...not remembering the past memories and efforts...

I hope for you that it doesnt come to the point where it doesnt affect me if you are pissed...then...tht would be just catabolic...

Is it me or you seem to just care about how you feel?...when its all fun and games...you laugh and laugh...and yet because you feel bad and embarassed...you suddenly decide that you rather get pissed...yea...LOGIC!

And then blame me that i dont know when to stop...Hey...i have learned to accept things on the lighter side...its my ploy...my trade...my significance...either you can play along or not....Dont do this HALF-HALF thing...

You know..wat am i to do..when I am serious...I always get this shit thrown to me "STOP LECTURING ME"....when i am jovial...i still get sum ...wats your bloody problem...its not that you conversed rite??....its not that you came up with sumthin to talk about??

Bones and fire,
Fire and bones:
We cannot look!
It will sear our eyes!
Even here is beauty,
The ashes of love.
To see you truly
I would have to die

The change in atmosphere..

4th october...sooo its bye bye clementi...bye bye jalan lempeng...hello to somerset baby!!...i am leaving my place...and i think its sumthin amazing..because even in KL...i stay in the centre of the metropolitan PETALING JAYA....there is no need to travel 20 minutes for NTUC...there is no taxi fare for mediteranean food...u feeel my drift...

well..teh deal is finalized...sunday is the day i move out...everything was great except for maybe the agents heart attach stricken laughs and the landlords constant huhs to me...but atleast she knows malay...god bless malaysia!!...hahaha..

packed up?..YEA...payed bills? YEAcleaned home? YEA...all i am waiting for the customs to let me pass...

and its hello mr filipino...ms chinese and mss chinese and indonesian landlord from now onwards..and one mr indian...its a lovely place...i amm soooo extremely happy...

hoping now she doesnt complain tht i am too far awae from her...heck she will say the same even if i stay the next door...:P

now tht this episode is done...its time for a new beginning with urban living...heres to another gr8 8 months in this place!!!

the opera..

23rd September..today was suppose to be an monthly important day in my life..however it has turned sour since i did a blunder that probably will cost a lot more..

late last nite i had to go out to view a place in kalang since i am seeking a new place to stay but i had forgetten to take my phone which proved to be deadly..

i remembered that i must msg sumone special to me sumthin special at 12am sharp but when i checked my pockets to msg..i realized that it wasnt there with me...i was like F***...but then i thot it would be allrite i will just msg her when i get home..

things took a turn for the worst...when i missed the last bus home which was at 1210..shit!...allrite..wat can i do...i cant tke a cab..my finances is not good...soo i had to walk to city hall where express 5o2 was still operating till 130..soo walked there...got the last but full bus at 1245 or so...reached the pandan road and had to walk again from there which took another 30..soo i reached home sharp at 128...checked my phone and dreaded it..i explained tht i din forget jsut tht i left my phone behind and i was out...i din explain that i was alone during my outing...tht i din have coins to spare...becuz she was pissed already..

guilt filled my heart and mind...i was like ok i screwed up....but then i thot ok why din she msg me at 12am aswell...ok nvm..maybe she was online because i left my com on aswell...but nothing was displayed there aswell...ok nvm..maybe she had sumthin to say so she wrote it on her blog...but nothing again...i am not sure whether she did write sumthing and then deleted it...but however this lack of activity suggests that you didnt show that you were interested in it...then why make me guilty...

but for wat i did i am sorry and i have said it twice already..but if you think i did it on purpose or anythin like tht...please dun get me rong... I am sorry..please forgive me...i know for my part i was wrong for being careless about this...but after this i am not going to say anything more..because the opera requires for two instruments to be played in order for the set to click..

I AM SORRY..

The blackout..

September 20th 2007..a day that will live in infamy..once hailed as the new dawn of the beautiful quickly turned sour with the turn of events that will bemuse us for a period of 13 hours.

So quick was the change in mood that its unbelievable how circumtances change into coincidences.Chilling with my gf till her concert started was quite the thing to do even tho it meant more annoyance to her.however there came a time where i had to leave for home only to find our electricity has been cut because love did not pay his part.

nightfall was looming and we did not know wat to do since darkness is not something that we are used to.anyhow..dinner was served with my torch and we stuck it out with vigilance and "disturbances"

lovely as it may sound this will surely be stuck in my head as the most intriguing thing that can happen to me.

tc

The dreaded word..

13th September 2007..I am back..i am sorry to those who have been awaiting my updates but I have been plaqued by my exams and now the search for a new place to stay..my on eyear lease has ended and the title above suggest part of the meaning.the word being shifting..

Why is it rental is soo high and yet the sales prices have stabilized sontinues to baffle me.Infact it continues to baffle..i plan to shift with a friend and we do have a health budget which would in normal circumstances enable us to stay in orchard master room easily.but we cant find any..

Now dun tell me tht i should sacrifice...if you expect me to shift to places like bukit batok,yishun,marsiling and waste 160cents per travel..you can forget it..anyway progress has been done...sent out a few emails...done few calls..sent few interests..we will have to see how it goes...we initially thot if getting a place without an agent..another dreaded word..look i have nothing against you..you guys are good at what you do...you guys are earning a living...but please please respect the prospective tenants especially the foreigners...

i was looking a shifting rooms forum based in singapore..there was a title which interested me.."WHY IS RENTAL SO HIGH?"..it was started by a tenant...he noted tht agents seems to be interested to sum up the deal asap so tht they can get the commision fast..and also complained about it being too high..now a couple of agents realy pissed me off by saying something like "if you cant afford it by do you bother coming to singapore?" and "if you rpay is 1200 why even agree to come here when you know you cant get a place" and also "see if you are not happy, then you are most welcome to leave the country"

I WAS LIKE WTF?!?!

the agents must realize one thing..if we the foreigners dun come..then they will have to do the toilet cleaning, rubbish collection, table cleaning, construction and etc..besides without the foreigners, you wont have the job as an agent...get tht straight in your skulls...

you know the rental prices are increasing...explain it properly to the tenant why is it so?...there is no need to act smart because in the end its our money we give you...your "salary" is the foreign money converted.

if you cant deal with queries then i suggest you leave your job...

allritey enuff of complaining...life is good actually...i am jsut chilling at home...i got a mail from MDIS...they updated my results for MMS..from a B to A...i dun mind tht...but u noe putting aside the getting A part..this really worries me..its like the profesionallism is missing..like...u noe this mistakes should not occur at all..this being your 5th year of handling this course...i hope i dun get sum screwing up..and pray i get my MR results soon man...business students have gotten it long long ago but we are still stuck with nothing and also RRCS...
haiz...

anyway i shall leave now...tc ppl

The Testing times..

21st August..
My state of mind this month has been very bleak.
I am confused, stateless and just upset.
How is it that I am going through this problems now?
It is really taking a toll on me.

But I should get through this difficult times.
Yes, I have done something which I shouldnt be particularly proud of.
But hey if i need to do it, I have no choice.
Life seems static and dull.
One week passes so quickly whilst the next slows like a freight train.

Its not the same anymore in every detail.
Everyone has changed, is it for the good is yet to be known.
The same feeling of caringness seems to be lost.
Perhaps they have fallen to the deeds of Gods.

I am on the verge of losing it.
But I am always reminded by the closest,
That I have to be strong.
This is just the obstacles that are thrown at you.
How you manage is what you are made of.
These are JUST THE TESTING TIMES.

The nouveau..

15th August..ok soo my days has been very boring and no i din update my blogs for day now..i just felt there was no use to update my blog sayin the same thign all over again...but anyway...things were better and also bad at the end but heck it was sumthin to make my blank mind thing something atleast..

Look...sumtimes I do wats best for you...if i think you shudnt do sumthin ...i always think for your own good...just listen to me...dun treat me as if i dunno wat i am doing..when we both agree that i am better at decision making why do you have to treat me otherwise...

I am not shallow to foesake us for any pickle...you get tht in your head...when i said tht and you wanted to leave, who grabbed your hand and made you stay ?...why would i ever do that..because i feel like it?

hey...when you noe aswell that i dun like it when you do sum stuff..why do u do it?...i din shout i wasnt agressive...when i tell you its upsetting me....why?..

I am not angry and i am not pissed...just have a lighter heart..tke things in to stride dun just follow your heart and then regret later...we have been a good streak..and i want to continue and I KNOW IT WILL...dun lose faith..as i havent losed any...

The dilemma.

9th august...it was an extremely boring day today...there was massive inactivity...the thing is..i am short of finances...as per normal as this time of the month...but anyway....i think the boredom is taking a toll on my mental field..

I am not able to start the assignemnt because i think its the boringest thing ever!...ok...maybe because it is...but seriously its because i havent been out...this is my second day at home in a row...thts not me at all...

the worst part is that i have three more days of this to go thru...ok maybe tml i may be meeting nik...but tht seems to be in the drains aswell...because she may not be able to make it...

wait...another option...housemate invites us to zouk tml for a party...now tht depends on whetehr we get free passes...if not he says to go to st james...thts all good...

but seriously...the entrance fees is gonna kill the life of me...

on the lighter side of things...i know why is nik acting weird with me the past few days...i realli am confused...ok i am sure you were right...i am always busy...but judge me on this blog...u realli think so??...hmmm...i leave tht up to you...

but anyway allrite...you tell me...i am appreciative..thank you...

soo how does one not feel bored at this dire times...i tried watchin the NDP..but i lost interest...haiz...i am doomed...i am gonna be a mummy starved out of life itself...

TC!

The silence beckoning...

Thats her!..she is my woman...for close to 3 years now she has stood by me for all the mistakes and anger i have expressed..now words can never describe how i feel for her...sooo wat i am gonna do...is post pics of us evolving all this time...how about tht?!

Soo we will start with the above being the latest...sum 2 and a half weeks ago in subway toa payoh..

this was one of the very first few that we took back in november 2004-
now she claims that she aint photogenic and all tht...but seriously doesnt she look beautiful...


this was taken on the 12th august 2005...i was just back from KL and i needed to annoy the hell out of her...soo wat do i do...i make her pose without any specs...trust me she was like..her middle name!!...moooo












......pure speechless....





had to add this!!! abt the same period as the above


one of the very few times where i wasnt interested in taking photos...i look bad but heck as long as she looks good rite....november 2005..

HAHAHAHA....look at me...i did sum weird hairstyle and when i took this pic she was still laughing at my hair....13th JAN 06












...HDB sitting area near the methodist church Toa Payoh...both skipped class....13th Feb 06...

















this was on the 27th march 2006...we couldnt meet up for her bdae sooo decided to premeet and chill out...












now the date was 31st May 06 and she had a new look...she looked amazing as she did on 23rd august 04 and now!












this is the latest i have...of us...sum 2 weeks ago...her smile is sooooo nice here...makes me happy everyday when i switch on my laptop..and this pic is the one that beckons my screen...makes my day!!












Well...i had loads and loads pics of us and her.. but i cant just put everythin on the net...this has been an amazing trip for me and i pray tht it gets even better because shes my guide to my unknown horizons...

The meeting...

November 11th 2004.. a day that will live in massive infamy...the day where i met the one and only pakistani playboy...or wait indian bengali..aameen..

Location: MDIS old HQ OLD Changi Road.
Time: 2.00PM
Subject:IT...

OK so class started at 1 as per usual since the students and the lecturer agreed that it was better if we finished class earlier...soo i was in the last row again..VERY VERY NORMAL...2 pm sharp...the door opens...a slightly dark figure appears...Long straight hard all laid to the back...a t-shirt all tucked in with slightly faded jeans...

So there was sum mumbling with our lecturer when she uttered the dreaded..."GO,go seat beside the big man at the back"

Few seconds later, "Excuse me.."...i looked up...he pointed at the seat next to me..while this was happening i was thinkign "hmm...bloody pakistani..arrgh"

I was like wadeva ok...let him seat...i was continuing my work...then another thing disturbed me again...and guess wat it was him again..."How?" pointing at his screen...i was arrrgh....

So tht was the beginning of this friendship...since then we have gone a lot of shit together...and loads of happy ones aswell...

We went to Tanjong Pgar once and drank for like close to 300 dollars and we din pay...we run to the mrt celebrating as if we defeated a tyrant..

tht was us the very same day sum time in 2005...pakistani playboy rite??

Times has changed and we matured badly...we have become very concentrated and yet after 3 years of friendship..we are still the same...

this is us now...2007

well thts all for now....i hope this friendship stays strong...peace out!!

The day of the comeback king...

Hi there...its been almost 6 months since i blogged...i am not sure why i just wanted to have a break from blogging...i dunno why...i guess sumthings didnt change about me...but well now i am back and i hope i can continue this trend of bloggin....these couple of weeks has been kinda interesting but also boring in some aspects...offcourse i have been meeting nik more often than ususal since shes working..so she has sum time to spare and no ppl its not me following her to ntuc...its nice dinners ok...well besides that..a lot has been happening at my home aswell...my fren had a bad break up but looks like hes dealing with it fine...and finally he can start moving on properly...

now...i am soo bloody bugged....i dun get it...why is that whenever i talk to nik on the phone in the morning hours...all i hear is sum bloody wind sound...i just dun understand...i dun have any of those problems with anyone else...i just tried calling a number and its working fine....its soo bloody annoyin...either shes not tokin properly or tht cockroach of hers is not working properly...either way i think shes not toking close to the mic...i dunno...its annoyin coz its irritatiing and she being the way she is just saying that she will talk to me sum other time...

I have told her to msg me but i am still waiting...probly she aint gonna msg or anythin...arrgh...

Btw yesterday..i had an orientation session to attend to and i think i did well enuff...its my second one being invited to do those...

Today it was suppose to be my grp's presentation but ones sick and ones in malaysia....so i was left alone...and i think i did pretty ok...i think i was the onli one who made the class laugh and i think its a good thign tht you can present with humour...even tho its a dry subject...

A week from now i would have done the report...and then its full scale exams mugging...DRQA is pretty allrite...but CDT...i dunno...32 lectures...i just dunno wat to do...

Anyway here I am back again with a new template and with sense that I may stick a longer time this time....

The eventless day..

13^th February 2007…well…today was a day with no sch…wanted to go out…but then the weather turned awry later…in the evening…

My fren was bugging me wat am I gonna do for valentines day…the thing is I am not a valentine guy…I dun rate the holiday at all…

Anyway…nik wanted me to follow her to lil India but again the weather was bad…soo I decided not to…

So stayed at home…watched a lot of tv instead…hahaha…

Anyway the day ended as per usual at 4am

The Three Day Meal..

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12^th February 2007…well today was a Monday and actually after a long time I was looking forward to going to sch…wow…no Monday blues today…

Anyway…today was a boring day anyway…as in…there were no events so yea…

Only good news is tht I got another meal treat from Nik’s mum…only prob was tht she cooked too much!!...

Hence the 3 day meal..

Allrite…thts all for today

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The non-movement

11th February 2007...i slept at 4...nik woke me up at like 1045....u noe wat she did was funny...she miss called me...the first time...she hung up too soon...sooo it rang once halfway....then she called again...i was groggy as hell...she was like can i come and all since her mum wasnt going to church today...i was totally out of it...i said na...not today...she was like ok...suprisingly she toook it realli well...

Because... heres the fact...whenever her tones goes swry whenever i say no to her...i actually feel terrible...i do...sumtimes i dun show it...but i feel like shit...wat if she does tht to me in the future...but today...i realli was too lazy and realli not in the mood to travel 50 minutes...and also...the thing is i like to be told to do sumthin when i am given ample time to prepare...especially with me stayin in clementi and all...tht will realli help me

Ok...nvm...soo continued my sleep till 1220 or so...then lazied ard till 230...checked my mail and surfed the net...nothing new...then went to central to get sum food...ate...straight home...thts soo typical...haiz...


Then surfed the net again...was checking out the prives of my laptop spare parts...just u noe...my laptop is showing sum wear and tear...i would like to put new covers and hinges to it....sooo was checkin it out..but no luck....no prices stated...sooo i will have to call HP resellers to see wat i can do

Looks like my upgrade ram plan is under scrutiny...u noe since i spent close to 200 fixing my laptop and also the additional 88 for the new phone...the latetr being very worth it...tht has kinda blew my budget!!soo we will have to see about tht...

Toked to dad....he seems very excited to see me next week...yes i am heading back to KL for CNY...its usually a fun time...and i am sure it will be this year again...anyway...

Then watched daredevil again...ok...i noe critics slated it for being louzy and all...but i was realli bored and just wanted to see anyhin to fill my boringness...so watched tht...

Then did sum thinkin about my past...the happy moments...offcourse!!my family....the goofy times...the sensitive times...and the lil out of the moments ones aswell...it was wonderful...those times...it was just a happy happy Vish...

Then downloaded two and a half men...tht show is hilarious...and it realli never gets old...sumthin new every week...then...

cleaned my room...called nik up....toked for 40 minutes...and now i am writing this blog...the time is 146 am...i aint sleepy...but i noe wat i am gonna do next...laze ard for few hours...then off to bed...

Monday starts...and i hope i have a better monday than last week...plz...plz...

Ciao!

The Two Eyes Of Mine

10th February..woke up at say 10 sumthin...nik called me...pestering me to meet her at sch so tht we can hang out after she finishes class...i was hesitant as I just spent time with her yesterday and was extremely lazy being in the saturday mood..

But in the end i agreed, and off i went to sch at 130....reached tht place at exactly two...ok...met suraiya...then nik comes at 215 and says tht class is over...but anyway she went to the lab to have discussions with her group abt the experiment....tht took 10 minutes...

Then we decided to go to Ikea...nik wanted meatballs?!...she had recommended orchard...i din wanna go there...i dun like tht place...its sooo crowded...sooo...ok with ikea...nik had 13 meatballs....13!!!..i had sum barbeque chicken with rice...it was like eating rice with sweet honey on top of it...ew!...i din like it...plus its soo ex!

But anyway then we walked to a nearby shopping centre...we checked whether we can modify the xbox and playstation...yes...its possible...80 each...ok...then we checked new phones for Nik...i think the new nokia 6300 will loook awesome on her...its super thin...i like it very much..
But offcourse nothing beats mine !!!!

ok...then sent her home...in the bus she acted weird...rightly put by her like an ass...sooo...instead of stopping at TP central...decided to go her home instead..because she was sleeping...i thot nvm...let her go home and rest...once there...she wanted to spend time again under her block...this time i wasnt responding to her...played ard...then bought dinner for the family...then sent her home...

Off i went back home...rite...the bus took an hour to arrive...huge jams at major roads...reached home 830 after leaving at 640...god!...well...cooked maggi...ate...watched soccer...

MU won 2-0 against charlton...not a fluid performance...but champions characteristics includes grinding out results...

Then wanted to post the blog...but there was no internet ard...too lazy to go downstairs...slept off at 330...

TC!

The endurance to rewards.

9th February 2007...the day started normally at 230pm...ok...i slept early...sumthin like 4 for i was just lazying at bed from 10 till 230...haha...

Ok...i did nothing till 400...ate sum maggi...then went downstairs to check my mail...ok...since i finished my 2 year contract with M1...they rewarded me with 200 dollars voucher...which i thot i would use...i got realli excited at which phone i shud get...soo finally i decided to get K800i...the cybershot one...which is a realli good phone....

So left early at 515 to clementi central...got the phone...took a while..like maybe 45 minutes....wow...its a wonderful phone....went to sch...nik was late as usual!...but still i guess its ok..she spent 20 minutes with me in the end...i was braggin with her how wadeva phone she gets will never be as good as mine...haha...

Ok class...nothing happened...boring class....uhmm ppl were complaining about a petition...well...we as students have a right...but well...lets see how it pans out...it was election time for representatives...i told my frens to not put my name....din wanna do anythin with it

Ok sent nik home as per every friday...then headed home...started chargin the new phone...orderred macs...and now theres no internet conn...damn!...i will go downstairs to post it...

Allritey...have an awesome weekend!!!!

The refreshing era..

8th February...din sleep much..had a troubled sleep...no monsters terrorizing me...!...but i had just seen air crash investigation on geographic before i slept...it was brutal...very!

But me being the pig I am...just loved the bed...got up at 10am....short you think???...think again...i was awakened by my housemate and his gf...they were bickering all the wae to the toilet...now...ok...resist...sleep...resist...sleep...snap...din work!...put my bed...and switched on my laptop...oHHH wait!...it wasnt working yest rite...soo i put in the charger...it wasnt chargin!!i was like...wat the f**k?!!?...cmon dont do this do me!!

Soo i did sum visual interrogation...and soon i realized...sumthin is rong with the charging "HOLE"...the connector was missing!!..ok...soo i quickly checked HP and sum hardware shops as fast as i could with the remaining minutes available on my batt..saved numbers,verified address and off I was to Alexandra road...ok...took 963...reached...while walking i tried to imagine the problem and offcourse the price...

Reached..."HP Customer Service"...please tke a ticket...duly done...1056...the number on the board was 1053..ok i was like...good its over and done....my bad!...1056...a lady...looked at me and then my laptop...i explained to her...not chargin...connector missing...blabblabla

Then she dropped a bomb!..."uhmm i think ah,for this problem...must change motherboard"
I silently said...uhmm no alternatives
"No la..because we dun do spare parts replacement.."
What!
Soo i decided to ask the technician to do a check and he will get back to me tml or sumthin...
I was like...soo how much is a motherboard?
630 onli...plus 100 labor charges soo 730..
ok...is all i said...
soo off the laptop went...and i went out...
Reached home....very very sad...MONEY!

A change of heart then came unto me...i rem a shop by the name of pchub...in peninsula...apparently they can help...soo

Called HP...cancelled the order...went to alexandra again...then took a cab to central area...gave the laptop...alltogether...185...ok..plus free charger...

Very relieved....kinda... but its still 200...i guess its better than almost 4 times rite...haha...oh ya...bought Nik's sister ariele...her present...hehe...i hope she will like it...if not NIk is after my ass...

Ok...its early to sign off..but realli...its nothing new..what i am gonna do after this...tok to nik...watch the milionaire show...CSI again...do nothing again...sleep...hahah

Thanks for reading my blog...i hope you are n joyin it soo far!

TC..

The downward times...

7th February 2007...ok first of all...i am soo sorry tht i am late by a date and 18 hours...this post will explain why...

Anyway...woke up at say wat 230.?...was awakened by my roommate returning from his sch session!...ok i slept at 7 am...was watchin a CSI marathon on TV...but niwae..he woke me up...i was discussing with him wat are our plans for the day because we had planned to go out 3 days before...anything ranging from movies,pubs,drinks,JB...but then he wasnt sure whether his gf would be stayin over...

Awwww...sooo sweet...but anyway he bailed on me!...decided to spend time with his gf...but we did have our mini get out session...we had dinner at Pizza Hut..3 of us...we were discussing Nik's chalet and all...they were curious as to why I aint spending the two nites at the chalet with Nik...uhmm...act...its simple...its not my plan the chalet...it was the fren's plan...sooo its their initiative...bravo to them!...soo let them spend time together...i aint gonna be telling Nik wat to do and all..and naturally she will stay with me at the chalet instead of interacting with her frens...if i was der...i am not a controlling or a possesive bf...i have never been tht wae...ask her!...reallli!!

So ya...i will be der...but just for a day and let her have a wonderful time with her frens...she deserves it!..

Dinner over..next sum ice cream...then back home...ok...here when it all goes down hill!...ok my laptop...when i wanna charge it...it doesnt!...i have to put pressure upwards for it to charge...now how long do u expect me to pressure it tht wae...i would look like a retard instead!...soo i was like screw it...wadeva...no time to waste my energy...switched it off..and thot ok i will not update the blogs today...sigh..ok..

Sooo by tht time it was like 12 sumthin...and everyone was asleep partly due to the fact tht the internet wasnt available...soo der i was without a working laptop...

Wide awake as a owl...soo TV!...1-2am they had csi on channel 5...watched a lil of aprentice...then to axn for csi and csi miami combo...then went to bed...straight end of!

The day was over at tht time!

The new format.

6th February 2007...ok...diff format today....its 415am and i am still awake...ok why?...well...i tried sumthin new with my wireless and what do u noe...it doesnt work anymore...haiya...ok...since i wasnt sleepy...partly because i was soo upset at my laptop...soo i decided to reformat...ok dun worry the info was stuffed into my ext harddisk..

Now its all kinda new...but i still cant get the conn at home!...soo...here i am downstairs downloading updates!...sooo...

Allritey...today was eventless again!...plus there was no sch...but i was soo lethargic aswell to go out...soo the onli time i went out was to get lunch,dinner and to strecth my fingers to call MCdeliveries for supper!

But uhmm...its been interesting act...nik seems a lil annoyed with me...this time...i realli have no idea...she was like...if i am gonna complain about me calling her...mite aswell not call her...well my opinion...ok...thts just stupidity...

first of all...i am a foreign student here...i pay my own bills...tc of my own expenses...basically on my own...but you are a local...you have no responsibility with regards to PUB,bills etc...you have no idea on how I am financially dealing with my lifestyle

Now,a person who doesnt think straight will think what she thot...but did she think tht the fact is I still called....as much as i can...did she think tht i dun grumble tht my minutes are over...she noes aswell tht my bills are way over board...she noes it...wat you want me to do...just forget it?...as i said...you dun feel the pinch of my ever sinking bank acc..soo plz...dun start this petty issue with me...

Yes...i would expect my GF to call me on her house phone...but if you cant...you cant...you dun see me...send an sms sayin if you are soo worried about gettin caught...then dun miss call...thts the mentality diff...thts wat i tell everyone...THINK before you act...try to put urself in the other persons shoes!

I do call...and its not all the time i mention tht you shud call me instead!besides even just now when you said because you do not wanna get caught...i was like...as u sae...because just few days back you called me practically everyday using ur house phone...wheres the sense in tht..

But i guess when it comes to self defense...and making yourself feel good...ppl would say anythin...practically anythin...not thinking of a relationship and closeness...well...thts life for ya ppl...


I dont usually resort to this media to vent my frustration...its soo weird...how ppl can change to situations...

Anyway...tml beckons and i hope i will have a better convo with nik...

Tata!

The living day.

5th February 2007...well...slept at 430 or so...sooo like a good boy i woke up at 1030...rite...the alarm rang at 1030...i switched it on and slept till 1230 or so...

Did nothing but surf the net..read news and the KL stock exchange...then at 5...sum bad news...my mum waz robbed!!took her phone...thankfully shes not hurt...i swear i will kill tht son of a bitch if i see him...motherfucker!...

Then i scolded my mum to be more careful...anyway i headed to sch after tht...nothing special at sch...normal class...then i just went home...had a swim...now at home and watchin csi...will be heading to bed soon...

TC!

The debate..

3rd February 2007...slept at 3 or so...which again is kinda early...was helping nik out with her assignment...so after tht..was too exhausted to do anythin so went to bed...it was onli at 1010 nik woke me up...but i din get ready then...mum called and i toked to her...simply for fun...soo onli started to get ready at 1115..went to sch for the journal club meeting....at aout 1220...it hadnt started!...haha...its because of the president!..soo had a debate on sum pillow angel treatment...class was divided into 2...i was for the treatment...soo it was confusing because the opposition were gettin too deep...but they did well...for the limited info they had!...well done...

so after tht nik,suraiya and zak along side me were watchin an indian singaporean made tamil video...they were makin fun of it...NOT ME>>>i was hungry and clearly had better things to do...soo followed nik to TP again...had lunch at expensive koufu...did sum grocery shopping and followed her home...nik was very happy again!...and its good...i luv the feeling tht brings...we had a bang of a time today... then back to my home...nothing much happened after tht...i was just lazing ard home doing nothing...onli plus had KFC for dinner...been ages man!close to 8 months since i HAD tht...but i wont have it any time soon..i realized i may not be fit for the chickens anymore...but i still do enjoy the mash potato!!...POTATO!!!POTATO!!!...i see sumone...hahahaha...then did nothing but download new episodes of CSI,OC...tried again for cold case but din work again...soo screw tht....watched sum foootball..

on football...chelski won 1-0,fulham,bolton,aston villa and reading all won by single goal margin...not a confortable game for anyone today...arsenal are drawing at the moment against BORO...well...thts it for today...tml is Sunday....i am thinking i need to do sumthin tml...realli...if not i will die of boredom...i WILL...anyway...i will leave now...have a good time...and enjoy!

The NV

2nd February 2007....slept at like 3...which is kinda early for my standards...but din work out as planned...woke up at 1220...wat the hell...haiz...you shud noe tht bed is very contagious...anyway nothing much happened today...was just chatting with nik till about 5 then got ready for sch...and sch i went...wanted to skip sch to spend time with nik...but she dished me!...she din wanna spend time with me...hahahahha....but niwae...thts fine...not a problem...i just wish she can come to sch 30 minutes before class...but anyway if thts how its gonna be then its just gonna be...

Sch was kinda fun act....it was tutorial and the lecturer made us laugh...act just the two of us...my fren and I...because he was making jokes of ramli burger of malaysia...how dare him!...but its tru we do make the best burgers in the world!...but tht was cool and all...then sch got over and spent time with nik waiting for her bus...and i decided to follow her home...i noe she will like it since after tml she will be meeting me only at thursday...soo yea...let her be happy...poor baby!

well...sent her home...had a good laugh...i love makin her laugh...shes soo cute when she does instead of ehr bull dog face!!...anyway reached clementi at about 12am...yes its 50 minutes awae her place from mine...but it doesnt matter...had to do the intro nik asked me to do for her...i did my best...whetehr its good enuff its another story...but yea...

I watched the latest OC episode...its kinda touching act...and it got me thinking...there are soo many ppl who have soo much of NV towards me and NIK...because we have lasted a long lon glong time..and yes..i am happy we have lasted...and done it amazingly well aswell...and its because of her patience with me...it realli is...she is super patient...and thts just wonderful...

while watchin i was msgin nik online since she was up aswell...today was realli weird...nik is all sorry sorry sorry...i am like why...first because she had to leave suddenly when ur mum called at her place...then because it took 50 minutes to get to my home...and now because i had to do her work outside my hme to get the internet...haiyo...sweetheart...anythin for ya ok...tke it easy...

ok then i am loggin of fnow...i will tok to ya all tml...see ya...!!...and enjoy ur weekend!!!!

The ascending.

1st February 2007..today was very eventful..but first have to explain it thoroughly..i slept at 7 okay...now rem me tellin ya tht i woke up at 1230 after the show...?...well...i went on to update my blog..watch soccer...MU trashed watford 4-0...i got it all rong din I...my bad!...tried downloading cold case...for sum reason it stopped at 330mb...just 20 more!!...but no worries der..soo yea slept at 7...got a call at 1120 from nik...telling me to get up...i told her to wake me up at 12 instead...got up...got ready for my lunch date with nik's mum...hehe...rite...took a cab...i was late...it was first unofficial cab ride for 4 months okay?..reached at 130 on the dot...i am soo articulate!!...waited for ariele...had lunch...it was amazing!..realli..except for the soup part..sum sigida sagada...or sumthin...i hate tomyam and thai food...sooo hate sour food...hehe...but it was good the other stuff..especially the cheese cake...sooo yummy!...

While this was happening...i decided that I had to quit the student club of life sciences...it was for the best realli...no more politics...i can focus on the journals i can help publish..and the debates offcourse!...i am ascending realli in the true light..beginnnin to noe wats realli right for me...

i NOE nik is dissapointed with me because I quit...she denies it but i noe she is...i need her to understand that its amazing how I can quit not worryin about power and pride...infact now I feel like a person commanding my own life...and thts good!

then here comes a shocker...i was playin xbox a lot at niks place..now...i dun like x box..i still dont...their remote looks like sum constipated hamster!..but i played because i had no choice..and it was fun aswell watchin a clown go in rounds in the hall...god...its just a game...and its not nik...nik was just a couch potato the whole time...uhmm well...things got pretty intense with me pounding on the remote o fite a character...it was funny for nik...i am sure she never saw the aming side of me and it must be pleasing for her....i am sure she will ne thinkin...i know sumthin new about vish...which is again good!.

I was playin a mini game with nik...being romantic with her and all while mum was der...ok..i noe its cheesy and all but its this type of events tht you will treasure for a long long time to come.

Anyway went to sch after tht…was like 10 minutes late..the lesson was a tutorial and I totally forgot all abt it…but no worries the lecturer is a cool guy and he din give shit abt it…

Class got over at abt 940 and I called nik first thing and wat do u noe…she din pick up…I gto a msg at 1030 sayin tht she will call me at 12…I was like…hmm..wats happening…she din seem concerned abt her assignment…soo I switched on my TV…she supped for the prison break season finale!!!

Not good…haha…but I was cool abt it…like cmon…it doesn’t matter la…but I was being spoiled…and when she did call…I whined and moaned at her…

After tht I confirmed my resignation from the club by doing my final deeds and emailing my classmates and my coordinators. So thts done and dusted!

Rite now nik…is msging me…kinda sought off…she is waking up from her sleep to reply..i appreciated and I noe she is feelin bad especially this past few days when she hasn’t replied…its ok sweetheart…I am okay with it as long as you give me indications tht your sleepy!

Allrite fellas..i noe its long..i am sorry bt tht…its just tt I am really happy tht I am doing wat I noe is rite for me…this type of small decisions really do matter in the long run as it focuses ur determination to do well…Its me ascending the life steps and redirecting my energy to wats important and worth the effort.

Also,I noe she may never read this…but I would to tell niks mum thank you for the wonderful and I expect more free lunches!hahaha…and to nik as well for making it happen..its one of our major milestones..in a wae...hehe

Ok bye!

The non-starter...

31st January 2007...woke up at 835am..kinda early...my sleep was interupted by my housemate needing to use the bathroom...so had to open the door for him..also at tht time i remembered that I put my new battery into charge at 1248 am..soo 8 hours were up...anyway...surfed ard till 9 and then tested the new battery,,,,it works perfectly!!...woo hoo...finally i dun have to worry about chargin my hp 3 times a day!

Anyway...today was a very very eventless day....din have sch and din want to go sch for the self study...soo ended up annoyin nik the whole 7 hours online...just meaningless chat and clown like behaviour...all the way...

All the time while this was happening i tried calling her aswell...but nah....shes smart...citing mum reasons tht she cant tok...haiz...and yea all the sudden i got a confirmation that I am having.. "DINNER or LINNER" at 1PM...sweetheart thts lunch...plain as tht...haha...

Well...i was sceptical whether i shud go in the first place...and I dunno ...it just seems scary...what is her mum decides to interrogate me all the sudden...i will probly chock with the flied lice in my mouth...hehe...but i noe she cooks well...and i noe i will enjoy it to the utmost...

Then the day went ton buying discussions...my housemate wants to get a while apple IBOOK...and hes not on a huge budget or anythin...but he just likes the design...soo i checked out prices...1900 sing...is not bad u noe?but obviously there was hitches like technical specs which were pretty ordinary...even nik wants a ibook...i would saveb up adn buy her one...but she insits tht i dun give a damn about her...:P literally...

Myself...i dunno why i never likes APPLE goods...i just hate them...as in they remind me of the hate I have for the backstreet boys and for me APPLE reminds me of poser ppl walking ard with white and black testube like thingy which says look at me I am an APPLE guy...ew...I am more of a creative guy...local plus its international and yes its sounds are may may better than APPLE...have you heard those...its like listening to radio...but creative's bass in all its item is realli top notch...
Laptop wise...i am always a HP fan...i think its simple yet sophisticated..realli good on the specs...if u spend the big bucks...atleast spend it on sumthin realli realli good...i am not in to looks and all...as long as it has cuttin edge design...

Well...watched a award winnig episode of COLD CASE 2x22 on you tube...it was realli touching the story dating all the way to 1932...and i hear its based on true events aswell...hmmm...lesbians then would have been sooo law breaking!!haha....

Then a shocker its 945 and nik always calls me then...but she din...she says sumthin about mum again!....i was like wth...kinda pissed...not in the bad way tho...just like...arrgh!..got it?...soo ok ay i was like fine...then after ten minutes...she calls...now i am infuriated...technically speaking...she was all sorry and cuddly...i noe but i was just anoyin her and all...soo tht was fun and all...

Okay...the non-starter...i like who wants to be a milionaire...i dunno...the questions sumtimes are the easiest and ppl dont know...soo i watch to make fun...but now i am watchin the indian version on starplus...soo yea....1109 pm...show starts in 20 minutes...wat do i do...i fell asleep...woke up rite after the show got over!haiz...tml then...but okay...now it gets more weird...i am still sleepy...half wae a sleep...nik msgs me...i din reply...she miss calls....soo i call her back...rejected at first ring...got a msg tht everyone is asleep...i was like ....thts betetr we can tok...then a msg tht her mum is awake???...hmm...hmmmm...all this while i was half dead...the phone on my palm...each time the phone buzzes i look like a gym guy doing muscle press...hahah...ok...now i am all fresh rite...kinda...maybe...then the woman...has crashed!...haiyo...wat can i sae...its weird how this goes on...

anyway...MU play watford later at 4 am...i am predicting a 3-0 win but it wont be easy victory for the devils...it will played well and earned properly...allritey...i shud go now...i got a msg asking me how i can fill up my blog everyday with long posts...
Beth...i have no idea...no idea at all!...
Allrite...ppl...have a wonderful 1st of feb...i am sure i will and make sure i am not suffering from visiting nik's home post traumatic syndrome!haha

Ciao!

The love.

30th January 2007...I am soo happy today!!...first before tht...the usuals...i woke up at 12 plus...mum called me again!!...she had a little chat with...i can sense tht she cant wait till the 17th and who can blame her??...hehe...after all i am a good son!!...haha...but she was toking about life generally at this moment and told me to save money!..i will try mum...

Then nik and I continued the fite !...just had to...its soo interesting!...no one wanna give in..but in the end i guess she did!...check her blog!...but its my fault...it is and i noe...but i wouldnt admit it then...but anyway...she said she needed to think...in her words mroe like cry...hhehe...kiddin sweeteheart!..

went to wisma atria...din noe tht scotts is closed!..sad...there used to have good luxury shops there...but anyway...went to far east plaza to buy a new battery for my new phone...chargin it now...its good...atleast now i wont have my phone shuttin off after 30 mins of convo!!...then to wisma atria to see whetehr anythin can be done rearding my phone camera...it can be fixed but it willt ke a week and plus 150 sing...its ok...but the waiting part is wat is bothering me and i have no phone to use as a spare...maybe i will go for it...maybe i wont...

cant wait till i get to kl...I am gonna upgrade my laptop ram to 1 gig!...for me thts good enuff and as it is i am savin 6000 ringgits to get an awesome lappie...but i love things faast...soo it runs in my perception of my laptop...

wat else...nothing much...wanted to but a new luggage bag...went looked...but the bags looked soo ordinary...i wanted a leather travellign bag!...it was der before...now it aint!...shud have bought it then...anyway hard luck...
ok i think i will be going now...enuff for the day...oh ya!...hope ppl reading are enjoyin the music ...its good meaning and its realli deep as well...and offcourse the new layout design with the pics abd profile and favourites and the feeds...
See ya!

The unexpected.

29th January 2007..my day started kinda early today...slept at 540am as usual...hehe...tried hard to sleep...realli...i did...anyway my mum called me at about 1115am...she just told me that she had transferred sum money to my acc...but...but...she told me not to come to KL for the day...soo i guess tht plan is out of the window...also...she told me to work hard on my studies...she knows now about the supp papers i have to take...i din tell her coz i was afraid tht i will upset her...but she found out in the christmas period...soo thts out of the way...i told her i will do my very best...which i will obey...

The day went from good to bad in one swing...had a fite with nik...regarding what happened yesterday...but i guess its my fault...maybe i was too hard on her...but i am sure she din handle herself properly aswell...but i guess its give and tke in a relationship...i noe we will be fine...no worries der...

Left for sch at about 6...well...school was horrible...i dunno whether its the monday blues...but everyone in class was moody and blur...cant blame them...even I whom usually is more cheerful but this time even i was realli down...but still had my seldom debates with the lecturer...but what was annoyin was the fact pertaining to the survey of the school of life sciences..i would very much love to noe why it has this long to get it even distributed...the deadline was 31st december 2006...thts like a month late...doesnt make sense...what even doesnt make more sense is the fact tht i was not informed at all...its soo pissing off..i noe i did my part in the survey and as far as I noe the other guy did nothing about it...but he gets to pick it up and deliver it...

I am not craving power here...its more of principle...ppl shud get the praise they deserve...its just humanly tht wae...but i guess thts the cruelty of this lifestyle...you dun get appreciated even when you have done all things rite...allritey...i am home now...its 1115pm and i am downloading the latestepi of csi miami...i noe i said tht i din like it...but the thing is tht i have watched the original way too many times...i need a change..haha..
anyway..
SPORTS...chelski won yesterday against an ordinary nott forest 3-0 whereelse man city won 3-1 against southampton and le arse drew with bolton 1-1...soo yea..nth interesting der..

ok then i will leave...i hope many of ya had a better monday than i did..
see ya!!

The missing link..

28th January 2007...first of all...the sports update.. as much as I despise him...he has won the Aussie open...yes...roger federer has claimed his 10th grand slam...he beat gonzalez 7-6 6-4 6-4...yes straight sets win...i admit i had it all rong..i realli thot fedex would loseout this time...but the swisser has proved me rong...there we are...
as for the fa cup...looks chelski will progress to the 5th round..as i type...they are leading 3-0 against nott forest..wherelse its scoreless at the city of manchester stadium
a slight preview now...MU will play against watford come wednesday...i sense a little wobble actually..even tho they played well against portsmouth yesterday...they din tke chances...it took substitute rooney to win the game...soo i realli hope its all goes to plan...

Well well...wat else...ohh ya....i got a site where i can download shows which i love...and rite now i am downloading a couple....and thank god the speed is doing allrite...

One more thing of concern...i was wondering..i read an article sayin that sumone can sue me if i used their wireless...even tho its unsecured...now...what i dun get it this...is the wireless i am using a public one or a private one...coz everyone at my home uses it and there has been no changes...no passsword...soo confusing...allritey...forgive me ppl...as i said a boring sunday..and dissapointing aswell for the past few hours...

Bye!

The usual Sunday

28th January...i think i just broke the record for the latest i can sleep in the afternoon...i woke up at 2pm...hehe...but in fair play i slept at 6am...lets analyse wat made me sleep at 6..ok...it all strted at 1100pm...it was a football match between birmingham and reading...very entertaining match i tell ya...birmingham were down 2-0 at halftime but at the end, after a valiant fight they lost 2-3...soo...u can imagine the excitement...i dun support any of those teams...but it ended at 1am..i was like ok...mayb i shud sleep now..but i realized that it was MU portsmouth match in 15 minutes...sooo....i couldnt resist...and watched tht aswell...MU won 2-1...but the second goal by Rooney was amazin...pure class...pure genius...soo tht match finished at 330am...soo...was wai doing i doing for 21/2 hours?...i dunno realli...besides kicking my tennis balls in my room imitating a superstar football playin...nothing realli...lyin down...checking computer gadgets prices...i realized today i am realli wastin gmy time in the morning...NOOO...i am not sayin i shud study...plzzzz...i am sayin...if you must sleep...just sleep...haha...and btw nope...i din watch the match in the coffeeshop...used the internet instead...

Sooo niwae woke up at 2pm...checked my phone...3 msgs from nik...wait a minute...its dejavu...its msgs stating shes sorry a million times again.. because guess wat she fell asleep again ...this time i was wat the hell...it was relatively early..sum 12 sumthin...but i understood...soo yea...called her up...she bein happy with sis and mum...thts good...

Anyone here follows CSI...i love the show...the original...not miami or new york...i use the video uploaded on youtube..the latest episode is quite intriguing...in the case of moral....its realli bethrayal and revenge that drives us realli...it is wat that makes us try to thrive in wadeva we do...its amazing realli...its like our very own drive to be successful...anyway on the show...its been 2 episodes wince gil is gone...hes not gone forever...hes gone for a sabbatical...but i just think...maybe just a hunch...but maybe CBS is tryin to chck out whether the ratings would be good without gill there...because its time for recontract for william petersen who plays gil sum time in july...so ya...american networks tryin to be cut throat...i think...

Its been an interesting weekend...my saturday has been filled with mixed reactions....the death of a familt member,close or not is a very daunting experience when your mum is realli close to the extended family...plus i had not gone out or done anythin...because??...money realli...i would have gone out and watched a movie...a malaysian friend invited me to meet up in JB...but i couldnt...because of the finance offcourse...but she din mind tht....she would pay for me....i refused none the less...

Lookslike i will go to KL on tues/wed...depending on the money situation...i will be gone for a day...leave in the morning and will be back here..in the wee hours of the next morning....i just need to visit the family and send my condolences...its sad realli...

Meanwhile...its time to dwell on my studies...its time to get serious about it...i got 2 supp to worry about and they are very close to each other...i need to study those and be ready for the circumstances...I know i can do it...however...all i am worryin about is the dryness of the subjects..I hope you can do it...

Allritey then...i will leave now...i think its enuff for a boring sundae...you ppl enjoy ur coming week...ENJOY!!!

The beginning.

27th January 2007..started like a normal day...was still sleeping awae at 1pm...checked my phone...got a couple of msgs from nik...sayin shes sorry a million times because???>...slept off!...she worries too much...but then about 3 hours later sum bad news from mum...sumone from my extended family passed awae from an heart attack....she was crying but i was static just sayin nothing..something hmming at her woes..young wife...teenage children...i was beginnning to wonder whether she should have told me in the first place...because i did respect the person...he did infact teach me for my spm...and for all the family politics in the house...he did love his family...even tho a touch too protective...but never the less...i will leave tht respect with him...well..i feel awful for the lost life...
Mum is pesterin me to get home to atleast send my condolences...she wants me thre today!...i am like...i need time...let me come on tues instead....

Meanwhile...nik is giving me home assignments...checking her every document she happens to be sending out to JC members...and arguing to her that sumtimes you dont tell sumone sumthing tragic as soon as it happens...sum ppl need time and proper timing...she being the female...refuses to listen...haiz..

Meanwhile sports...sharapova lost!...good...finally no russian orgasm on the tennis courts...it was about time sumone fixed her straight up...williams...i dun like her...she looks like a man...but she does have character and tht i respect...

Tmrw its the fed...vs gonzalez..i am loving this...i am gonzalez fan all the way...thrash fedex!!!...
MU vs portsmouth aswell tonite...i mite be watchin from local coffee shop...woo...my prediction ...3-1 to the devils...

In the meantime...i would like to say to whomever reading...welcome to my blog...and hope you are enjoyin it!...i will probly place in here my daily life in sequence...Ciao