The mood of thinking,

The patience is thinning,
The frustration thickening,
While you stay simmering,
I lay here wearing,
I wonder of your seeking,
Maybe I am not of your keeping,
Everyday somehow I am sinking,
While my thoughts are already drowning,
Every minute is like a new updating,
Because right now nothing is in writing,
I hope I see you in a mood of tickling,
Sooner or later I may be soothing,
The taste of a bitter lashing.

The end.

The past memories...

18th October...let me make this clear to everyone...i only blog when there is sumthin significant in my life...soo lets jsut say its quite mundane rite now...infact i am full of downs rite...i am not sure writing this blog is a good thing...

The only good thing i guess shud be the 2 editorials and my tutorials...second one sounds bad eh?..

Anyway...past few days all i have been doing is reminiscing the past few years of mine...starting since when i arrived in singapore till this second...

They have been certain good parts offcourse...and bad ones...

I just wonder how people change over time while I stay the same...personally that is!

I always been the idiotic character since ages!!...but I cant accept that people closest to me have changed to become just worried about themselves....

It surely doesnt make sense that you have known me this whole time and yet you can get pissed for the smallest thing...not remembering the past memories and efforts...

I hope for you that it doesnt come to the point where it doesnt affect me if you are pissed...then...tht would be just catabolic...

Is it me or you seem to just care about how you feel?...when its all fun and games...you laugh and laugh...and yet because you feel bad and embarassed...you suddenly decide that you rather get pissed...yea...LOGIC!

And then blame me that i dont know when to stop...Hey...i have learned to accept things on the lighter side...its my ploy...my trade...my significance...either you can play along or not....Dont do this HALF-HALF thing...

You know..wat am i to do..when I am serious...I always get this shit thrown to me "STOP LECTURING ME"....when i am jovial...i still get sum ...wats your bloody problem...its not that you conversed rite??....its not that you came up with sumthin to talk about??

Bones and fire,
Fire and bones:
We cannot look!
It will sear our eyes!
Even here is beauty,
The ashes of love.
To see you truly
I would have to die

The change in atmosphere..

4th october...sooo its bye bye clementi...bye bye jalan lempeng...hello to somerset baby!!...i am leaving my place...and i think its sumthin amazing..because even in KL...i stay in the centre of the metropolitan PETALING JAYA....there is no need to travel 20 minutes for NTUC...there is no taxi fare for mediteranean food...u feeel my drift...

well..teh deal is finalized...sunday is the day i move out...everything was great except for maybe the agents heart attach stricken laughs and the landlords constant huhs to me...but atleast she knows malay...god bless malaysia!!...hahaha..

packed up?..YEA...payed bills? YEAcleaned home? YEA...all i am waiting for the customs to let me pass...

and its hello mr filipino...ms chinese and mss chinese and indonesian landlord from now onwards..and one mr indian...its a lovely place...i amm soooo extremely happy...

hoping now she doesnt complain tht i am too far awae from her...heck she will say the same even if i stay the next door...:P

now tht this episode is done...its time for a new beginning with urban living...heres to another gr8 8 months in this place!!!