The new surroundings.

12th Feb.. i am back..and looks like i will be here much more since sumone keeps on pestering me to do so...anyway past few days have been tuff on me..i had taken a decision which i think is rite due to the circumstances..i dun regret the decision..i regret the pain and suffering endured aftermath..i know its difficult to comprehend..i know its ridiculous to think about...but it has happened..

I am in a new situation..i cant fully understand the physics of it..i dun think i will anytime soon..ppl are quick to judge sumone without fully defining the finer details of the mechanism..i wish them none the less..for the one tht i still love, i am sorry for this whole chirade..it was not my intention..i misintepreted the situation at my side and hence it headed to doom and all is not lost as we have each other to shoulder on during the difficult times.. to you i say this never give up even tho one barrier is placed..its always my wish to see you grow into sumthin i never would have hoped..

you may feel lost...so do i..just like a ghost...with no purpose..but i am sure you will fine tranquility within the self made security that has been blended onto you by the vacuum tight bond..

i know you will prosper into sumthin unbelievable..you always had faith..maybe thts wat brought you down a few steps..but tht very faith will bring you up leaps of heights..remember this as a life time advise..